confused 100%

18 is a number known for everyone, when you turn to 18 it means that you are going to enter to a new world which is called university, waiting for the time when your final courses such as A-Level or Pre-U end, you may apply conditional, or, right after your final results, but the question is where to study, what to study….some other questions come to you, they are indeed more important than your field of studying, you might guess, yea, that is all about money, how to earn,  in fact how to pay, looking for loans, but how to return, seeking to get a scholarship, lots of limitations, but you believe in yourself and you know that you will get it, but how much, 100%, 75%, 45%,25%? not clear yet, there are only few of them available, and the final could be 25% of your whole tuition fees…OK then, you assume that you get that…is that enough… regretting that some student gets full tuition scholarship…one more question is the place to study…Asia, USA, UK, Australia? or your country?…I know that you prefer an international one….I have talked to their representatives,…..everything differs from others in every continent…even the studying fields…there are some integrated and combined degrees …but…what to study?…your future relies on that…is it ok to go through your interests?…to study what you like or to study what society needs or to study what makes more money….that’s the question…do you believe in fate?…is it gonna worth?….is it gonna be like what you dream or at least what you want …something will guide you, but what is that?…when?…how?….don’t know….have to wait and see what will happen…your mind is really busy and tired when you think about the above things…. you wish you could study in the best Uni of the world, or at least your continent….you have to believe in fate…no way…no other choice…no options…just have to go through and do your best wherever you are….for the last word…it is better to say that….be the best one possible in your current situation, because the future comes early, and you will be in the future pipe, flowing like water in it…hope the bests for all of you kind readers and students.