confused 100%

18 is a number known for everyone, when you turn to 18 it means that you are going to enter to a new world which is called university, waiting for the time when your final courses such as A-Level or Pre-U end, you may apply conditional, or, right after your final results, but the question is where to study, what to study….some other questions come to you, they are indeed more important than your field of studying, you might guess, yea, that is all about money, how to earn,  in fact how to pay, looking for loans, but how to return, seeking to get a scholarship, lots of limitations, but you believe in yourself and you know that you will get it, but how much, 100%, 75%, 45%,25%? not clear yet, there are only few of them available, and the final could be 25% of your whole tuition fees…OK then, you assume that you get that…is that enough… regretting that some student gets full tuition scholarship…one more question is the place to study…Asia, USA, UK, Australia? or your country?…I know that you prefer an international one….I have talked to their representatives,…..everything differs from others in every continent…even the studying fields…there are some integrated and combined degrees …but…what to study?…your future relies on that…is it ok to go through your interests?…to study what you like or to study what society needs or to study what makes more money….that’s the question…do you believe in fate?…is it gonna worth?….is it gonna be like what you dream or at least what you want …something will guide you, but what is that?…when?…how?….don’t know….have to wait and see what will happen…your mind is really busy and tired when you think about the above things…. you wish you could study in the best Uni of the world, or at least your continent….you have to believe in fate…no way…no other choice…no options…just have to go through and do your best wherever you are….for the last word…it is better to say that….be the best one possible in your current situation, because the future comes early, and you will be in the future pipe, flowing like water in it…hope the bests for all of you kind readers and students.

The 8th diamond on the top

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Sometimes we do not care about what we have whereas some others dream about that. Imagine a diamond in your house..we are quiet jealous…we improve the safety, we take care of it more than everything else…but why?…curious to know?..because we believe that it will benefit us, in terms of everything we have got…That is why I chose diamond to compare with our jewel which is appreciative to everyone around the nation and also the people who are in trouble such as being rejected by doctors and needing a miracle to happen. We are all with strong believes that at least our Imams can be helping us as bridges connecting us to the god and helping us through out our transmission. We have the 8th diamond right in our region and love him because he is the one helping us and recalling us in our troubles…when  a disabled girl goes and ask him for help on the wheelchair then comes out on her foot…when a blind man went there and came out without glasses…when…. these are all good enough to appreciate him….it is such a habit to we Iranian to go to Mashad just to Pilgrimage him..from long long away….when some lovers walk thousands of kilometers through there just to mention that they have the spirit of obeying his instructions and do whatever it takes to get to him…when we hear that holy name (Reza), we feel the place and the lovely atmosphere of there…hundreds of people there just to touch the grave. they teach their children to love him, but why?….sometimes there is not any specific reason for doing something…when you see the people waiting for the food ( Nazri) made there just to cure and treat their selves, you suddenly think that there should be something undiscovered here…but…that is really clear for them because they believe in the reality of curing of  those meals…you see them eating it with the highest possible appetite and keep saying that it tastes different from the normal and home-made one…all in all, I can say that the god (Allah) did fair to us, he let us to have one of those diamonds which the whole universe is because of them in our place and showing our kindness about the whole holy family. Imam Reza is like a diamond, shining and glorying, putting us under his umbrella and making us believe more and love the Aemmeh more and more.

It is almost 3 years that I and my family haven’t been there and I can strongly say that I missed there…I hope I can be there feeling the sense of love to the believes and religion which is strengthen by him in our region again. Happy His Birthday to all the Muslims worldwide especially in Iran. hope to watch the Golden roof again…

How to download Google Books?

Here is one my uploaded videos in YouTube. You will learn a way to download books available on the Google Books.

my first coming interview…

 

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Everyone says that the first impression is very important and is like a switch putting you through the right path. As you get older your life becomes more and more complicated with lots of unpredictable times and incidents. I’m finishing my school education and right now chasing the fear of life….going to university is everyone’s dream…but is a plan for me…but it is important to choose amongst the universities around you and applying….but…sometimes you aim for overseas ones…they seem to be more professional and also pricey…wishing of getting scholarship is your first fear…but sometimes you wanna go and nothing can make you give up..that is when you go through your fate….to me it is the same…keeping applying….hoping for getting that….believe in my self…money talks…you know, its quiet difficult to step ahead sometimes..anyways, I’m going through to chase….I’m having my first ever INTERVIEW for the 5th university in the world(MIT) this Sunday(24th Oct). There are lots of questions without certain answers in my mind and I’m organizing my ideas just to do my best there…my strengths & my weaknesses…kinda difficult to find something about yourself for the second one… as i wanted a helping hand from my kind friends they all said just be yourself and relax and feel confident while talking… you know the time of the interview ranges between so mins to 2 hrs….OMG…what to say in that time….gonna be quiet dreamy to me…because there are also some other people sitting around us while talking in that coffee….i hope i can do my best during the interview….I love MIT because of its atmosphere and lovely community…and its reputation as well….anyways, I’m going to face with it, it finally worths..I’m gonna study Aeronautics there and believe that i can do my best there…it’s been my dream to study about space and Aerospace and in fact aircrafts …then gonna work in a air related company such as Boeing and NASA or Airbus….I don’t know maybe General Motor…very ambitious…practice makes perfect.going to face with it and will inform you about how I acted there right after the interview.

3 years and 3 schools

I and my family came here in KL because of my father’s studying 3 years ago. We have got a school, Iranian School in fact, here and I registered there for my last 3 years of high school. In this period everything used to differ from other ordinary schools in my country. I mean timetable, management and everything else. The most interesting point is about the location which used to change every year. We were lucky about our house for the first year only, because we tried to rent a house near the school. Here is our school in 2008.

It was really a nice place with wide and big classes and also a small playground and the most important thing is about the staff and teachers room which were really relaxing for the teachers. Number of students was not very much and as much as what it is now.  The below picture shows my second school which was about 3 Km away from the last one and in fact we were there (Boys only) in 2009.

This was a home in fact and not an appropriate place for school, anyway, we could stand it. Not enough classes, not enough space and also not any facility in which we can call it a school. You see how difficult we passed that year with lack of educational facilities. Here in the below pic you can see the latest school…hehehe….We are now studying here. It is pink (girls love that), got 2 entrance doors and about 30 rooms. In fact it was a 2 stairs building in which each floor includes 4 unites….there is a kitchen next to our class…

But, to be honest, this year the management managed and arranged the school wisely even though there are still some problems. I appreciate them and beg you my classmates to keep this place livable after we live here (maybe next year).